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[Sunday, December 09, 2007]
Its time to let my guard down toward my TRUE friends. Although my past has hurt me it all makes sense to me that "My past is redeem , My presence is secure , My future is amazing " today shared a lot with Wendy and Fx too well i come to a conclusion i need to stop myself from living a fake lifestyle and go into real living i have deceive myself for 2 years and its high time i stop this denial Need to Enjoy QT , learn Driving , learn to Lead , learn to be more secure and lastly open I realise people are hurt over the smallest detail but I need to be secure and big hearted to not be hurt when someone forgets the small details Today sermon was a powerful one it had so much depth into it that i was lost for a while but thankfully i prepared myself and prayed in the morning these 7 words " Holy Spirit help me understand today sermon" and half way my heart began to see things from a different perspective I admit i am not flowing with the Church i need to flow with them more and understand what moves them and compels them. I ALSO NEED To GO because 2/3 of God's name is ---------> go, so just go Pastors said this Let go and let God how true is it applied to me Lastly i need to have a total and immediate obedience to what God say for once the window is close there no more opportunities for us to regain back what we have missed out ~!*~ ~*!~ ~!*~ ~*!~
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