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[Thursday, December 27, 2007]
Boxing day.... wow today the pros in the details are out to play We went to marina to catch the movie "i am legend" while watching there came to a part when i was deeply sadden. The actress said she could hear God telling her to go to new york city AND I HEARD THE ALMOST THEATER LAUGHING i FELT AT THAT INSTANCE AN ANGER AND A HEART THAT FELT HURT AND WAS CRYING OUT IF ONLY YOU BELIEVED. ~!*~ ~*!~
[Sunday, December 23, 2007]
Things to include for new year. No more gaming no more pettiness Let go and let GOD 2/3 of GOD name is go the last is D for Do plan and do immediately. what i learn from past ? MY PAST IS REDEEM , My PRESENCE is SECURE , MY FUTURE IS AMAZING ~!*~ FLOATING TIME ~*!~ ~!*~ ~*!~
[Monday, December 17, 2007]
Today the nice world came crashung down onto me in the nicest way i could ever think of i need to say my " YA YA " ness. thats what i got i thank God for leaders to point out my weaknesses and I WILL CHANGE I AM COMMIENTED TO CHANGE Just SHUT MY MOUTH and learn from people and TALK when i need to. I Kenneth Lam Yong Zhi proclaim to CHANGE FOR THE FUTURE OF MY FAMILIES ( Church included ) ~!*~ ~*!~ ~!*~ ~*!~
[Wednesday, December 12, 2007]
Wow today i did something out of my expected schedule lol i went to Katib pasa malam with May Xing and Hao Yue we ate ( smelly toa fu ) i was complaining about the smell but those 2 were telling me about how beautiful it will taste when it hits thier mouth. i REJECTED THE IDEA and I had some shark fin soup which cost only 2 dollars awesome and cheap ... my pasa malam adventure brought me to a stall which was selling soccer fan club items and we saw MAN U and LIVERPOOL flags hanging together so i told the 2 of them "wa they not shy to put the 2 flags together" and may xing said in a loud voice "wa the shop owner a bit stupid" lol the later part u ask her yourself. Okay enough with the teaser back to my main topic Today i started on Christian lifestyle and the four lessons C.L 01 talks about the power of Right Relationships. and it so impacted my heart i realise most of my secondary friendship was base on the Wrong foot but now thank God I'm out of there Unproductive , Abusive Wrong and No Relationship has been in there in part of my life but now with this information i have decided to make a stand for the right ones because life is too short for wrong relationships to happen Life is about relationship ( not about networking ) Life is about Connection ( to the people around you ) When you surround yourself with positive people, you will be influence to be positive its that simple lol ~!*~ I'm going to float ~*!~
[Monday, December 10, 2007]
i realise if i need to let go i have to let go fully in term of physical , mental , and spiritual I had this dream of me finding $ again but this time i kept it when i gave it back i stole it lol but i came to a conclusion that i can not do that even if it was my dream and suddenly i just woke up. weird dream but then again why was it when i made a decision to stop it i lost it the dream of my art of thieving was gone and i felt something in my spirit that moved. The spirit of God isn't enough we need to co-operate with it for the mountain to move for by faith we say by faith we believe it will come to pass. AMEN ~!*~ create impact inspire ~*!~ ~!*~ ~*!~
[Sunday, December 09, 2007]
Its time to let my guard down toward my TRUE friends. Although my past has hurt me it all makes sense to me that "My past is redeem , My presence is secure , My future is amazing " today shared a lot with Wendy and Fx too well i come to a conclusion i need to stop myself from living a fake lifestyle and go into real living i have deceive myself for 2 years and its high time i stop this denial Need to Enjoy QT , learn Driving , learn to Lead , learn to be more secure and lastly open I realise people are hurt over the smallest detail but I need to be secure and big hearted to not be hurt when someone forgets the small details Today sermon was a powerful one it had so much depth into it that i was lost for a while but thankfully i prepared myself and prayed in the morning these 7 words " Holy Spirit help me understand today sermon" and half way my heart began to see things from a different perspective I admit i am not flowing with the Church i need to flow with them more and understand what moves them and compels them. I ALSO NEED To GO because 2/3 of God's name is ---------> go, so just go Pastors said this Let go and let God how true is it applied to me Lastly i need to have a total and immediate obedience to what God say for once the window is close there no more opportunities for us to regain back what we have missed out ~!*~ ~*!~ ~!*~ ~*!~
[Thursday, December 06, 2007]
Wow after the second day of bible school i got P.O already I believe if God puts me through it he will get Me through it Amen i didn't know there was a link between Moses and today's contexts but after listening to pastor David, i realize that i need to open my eyes and my heart bigger to the Word of God . AMEN I feel so bad that i am still give 2nd rated attitude to God in my work area and towards my parents. I told them weeks before that i had bible school and i wanted leave , my Mom said ok but today when she got home with a not so good looking ( anti smiling ) face i knew i am going to persuaded to help her settle things in the office tommorow , i took a stand and said no . Here comes the Fun part my Mom bursted on in Anger at me and asked me who was my provider i kept the answer in my heart for i knew it would be God she wanted me to support her in a compromising way LIKE LAST YEAR. "Nah out with the OLD in with the NEW" A revolution in my heart began In God's term YOUR OLD MAN DIE AND YOUR NEW MAN SHALL LIVE So thats about my reckful day ~!*~ Break my Heart for what Breaks yours ~*!~ ~!*~ As i walk from earth to Enternality ~*!~
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