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[Monday, April 28, 2008]
Today service was on "Giving realises the Miracle of God Its so pratical yet spiritual With out a seed how are you going to grow something? With out seeds we will keep struggling with one task at hand. Because Seedless deals come only as a 1 time thing But with your fruit tree you are able to get as many fruits that your tree provides It hit me that when we get our seed we need to sow it right away for there is a time to grow a tree and a time to harvest from it. And a true priciple of God is You want something sow it to Him and he will make a way After sharing with eric ... i realise i'm still an ugly person when it comes to money and my additions ...... there are many things in my life that i am not getting the right perspective I need to rethink how I live my life how i see myself and what part does have in it God ~!*~ ~*!~ ~!*~ ~*!~
[Wednesday, April 23, 2008]
My time is not here wait for it LOL almost every1 around me is getting a lappy ( oh God i want one too ) But i know that before i get it i must get my life planned out well enough Anyway i've made good friends in my new school and the best thing is i get along with almost everyone except the cheecky ppl lol they're a bit out of my substance and i won't flow with them cause my substance won't go thier way ^^ . ( i don't care what ppl will say i'm running after u ) nice lyric to add conviction to my substance But i realise i am beinging to say the words ( SIANz and Wa kao ) Bad sia can not i'm self destroying my substance Be encourage my Soul Fight on ~!*~ ~*!~ ~!*~ ~*!~
[Saturday, April 19, 2008]
Wow being around my leaders showed me things that i could never possibly figure-out myself I've learned to keep myself down and tried to give my best in what ever they give The only thing now is my attitude to people who are very far away from me... Lol i remembered Clearly how i got so sian when i was suppose to make a donation for a former classmate but the 1 collecting the money was a person who i did not get along in the past and i cooked up stories to not meet him causing him to run from location to location i felt a mix of emotions like happy yet deep down i felt sad cause i failed him. but i shall make this a learning point for me to start on and that no other people after him shall bear the childishness I've put him through. anyway today was another learning point for me I've realise when i am given things to do i somethings do it lazily ( willing but lazy ) i was to just sms the Cg about paying money to Eli but i like "Hi to those..." have to admit that was rude as it did not respect the reader with that kind of tone. I've failed again ? Guess so but failing is not the end for me but the beginning of this life sold out to Christ I have to re-earn their trust back again and not make these kind of mistakes As only when i change will others changes
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