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[Saturday, April 19, 2008]
Wow being around my leaders showed me things that i could never possibly figure-out myself I've learned to keep myself down and tried to give my best in what ever they give The only thing now is my attitude to people who are very far away from me... Lol i remembered Clearly how i got so sian when i was suppose to make a donation for a former classmate but the 1 collecting the money was a person who i did not get along in the past and i cooked up stories to not meet him causing him to run from location to location i felt a mix of emotions like happy yet deep down i felt sad cause i failed him. but i shall make this a learning point for me to start on and that no other people after him shall bear the childishness I've put him through. anyway today was another learning point for me I've realise when i am given things to do i somethings do it lazily ( willing but lazy ) i was to just sms the Cg about paying money to Eli but i like "Hi to those..." have to admit that was rude as it did not respect the reader with that kind of tone. I've failed again ? Guess so but failing is not the end for me but the beginning of this life sold out to Christ I have to re-earn their trust back again and not make these kind of mistakes As only when i change will others changes
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