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[Tuesday, August 26, 2008]
Had a sharing with Gab and it was totally awesome I've really grasp the knowledge of a season for everything and now our church is in the season of Ev-ing and are you willing to let go of the dream that you have to bring the harvest in. I've realise that i always wanted to give my best to God in photog but is it the right season? i guess not; but what i can give Him is my all in Ev-ing and that includes living my life right again i know recently I've been going to school late and skipping P.E . i have to live my life and show the True testimony of what God has done for me if not i will not be effective in bring people to Christ back to the main topic of having dreams towards God i realise we must submit them to Christ even if it is a dream for Him or From Him it still must be submitted. A side that i was sharing with Eric and he told me that maybe my dreams for God is not in due season and maybe look at the new dreams of previous dreams that He has given or rekindled. it was a double revolation and i know my direction in God that is to Love God Love people Love life †~!*~ ~*!~† ~!*~ ~*!~
[Monday, August 25, 2008]
Taking leadership over my will Matt 26:36~45 A strong will bring you far in life. A strong will submit to God will bring you farther. To God a heart of flame. To people a heart of Love. To myself a heart of Steel. People in the world are the opposite they are hard on people and soft on themselves Despite all circumstances if your have leadership over your mind, emotions and will you are able to execute things. Linking this to success → Matt 26:36~45 You can chose just a little more, just a little farther, and just a little longer IT is easy its not difficult all I need is a little more. Look at the Olympics games, how do they win the medal by beating someone else by a millisecond. Just a little faster, how do they win it by taking control of their will. 3 things you can never say to yourself. Impossible Cannot Difficult When you say any of these words you limit yourself and from their creativity and problem solving ability. However if you refuse “No” as an answer, you began to think too many people just want to NOT think they are afraid of people rejecting their suggestions. Not thing is impossible just find a way around it. Who said it is impossible? Why can’t it be done, What if you try another way? The handicap starts with the mind and soul. 2 Questions that is likable in HOGC What if and Why not? What is holding me back? Why not I can go university is it that difficult? No it is easy all I need is a little more hard work. Why not I be a CGL? I just need to flow more and love people more. †~!*~ ~*!~† ~!*~ ~*!~
[Wednesday, August 20, 2008]
An alternative life As i was just sitting in my chair i was thinking about this and realise that i didn't really have it because I'm still the same like everyone else in the world Then it came to me that to have that alternative life is to be different "NOT weird" but just different and i believe we are here in this world for a purpose. Each of us have a different purpose and a different season; For me my season is to live an other centric life. The world is truly selfish we give what we have out of abudence and not burden for the people others give because they want significance to fill their own insecurities. I admit that i am very selfish at times and i do the things out of abudence and not because i have a burden i've always told people i want to carry the burden but i realise why now i can't carry it yet because i have a huge " ME FIRST " to get rid of and NOW I make my stand I can live my life without my emotions controling me " I chose to put all things aside that hinders me from Living " †~!*~ ~*!~† ~!*~ ~*!~
[Saturday, August 16, 2008]
Wow today i had a meeting with Wendy and it was such a great time we had a worship session and we had a sermon but it was a revelation and a discipleship which i longed for in a really long time i felt today was what i really needed been having quite a rough time in school and my walk. The 5 C of 10 C 1.Character 2.Convictions 3.Connection 4.Chemistry 5.Culture 1.I need to keep my character i realise i am lossing the fire on somedays great character comes with holiness 2. I also need to have a deeper encounter with God more QT with God ! I need to keep rooted to Others. 3.Connection; with the being rooted we will have connections with each other. 4.Chemistry is when you know what the person think thus i need connections with God, Pastors and Leaders 5.Culture i need to keep the faith †~!*~ ~*!~† ~!*~ ~*!~
[Tuesday, August 12, 2008]
Awesome new video and playlist this time its all switchfoot enjoy it. ~!*~ ~*!~ ~!*~ ~*!~
[Saturday, August 09, 2008]
Today i fell into the EMO TRAP Its ok tomorrow will be alright i got Jesus with me ~!*~ I'm on Fire when you're near me ~*!~ ~!*~ ~*!~
[Monday, August 04, 2008]
Are u Mac or Pc
Was watching this over the internet i felt it was so funny yet real We have Christians who claim to be Christ-followers yet they are say "God Hate gay " which it not true God loves all his creation and He desires all hearts to be turn to Him http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=d1345dd8fe4e481144d8 http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=240ad5b9b413aa7346a1 http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=3bb12d203f45a912eeaf http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=c5e5d1c6e28598e8cbbe ~!*~ ~*!~ ~!*~ ~*!~
Positive or Negative Positive or negative. It's your choice. The negative easily hijacks our focus. It takes no effort at all to be negative. The human nature veers towards the negative without any help at all. If you want to grow weeds in your garden, do nothing with the garden. It means removing weeds regularly. Constant vigilance that keeps our minds and hearts free from the negatives. Our minds are like soil. Plant potatoes, reap potatoes. Plant roses, reap roses. ~!*~ ~*!~
[Sunday, August 03, 2008]
Wow finally i have completed BMT (a) I feel its so amazing that pastors take their time off just to teach us the values of a son vs a servant my heart began to break as pastors preach and i was receiving discipleship from God He said something like this " You have not flow because of your servanthood and insecurity that others were doing the job and you were not, you claim to take initiative but it was a cover-up for your insecurity rather then seeing it as a thing to glorify Me (GOD). My son every one has their place." This hit me, and my head knowledge turned to heart knowledge. I realise I had me doing thing that sabo the team and i knew this isn't from myself because i'm human. I would like to do a cover up the miniute i feel discipleship but I didn't because i knew this came from a source that is from High above. Fop 2 Aug The presence was there as soon i open my heart and let it touch me again we sang Living rain Fall again Over my life Over my Land Living rain wash my heart again Open wide heavens' skies Over my streets Your spirit resides Living rain Flood my heart again. This is the new worship song from Parachute band i know they are the coolest band although they been through life with a lot of pain they still went back to their first love. ~!*~ ~*!~
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